Something Witty

This is the new year and I don't feel any different

2006-01-04T20:33:00.000-08:00

So, the Rose Bowl is going on and I hope the Longhorns are going to pull through.HOOK 'EM HORNS!Anyway, 2005 was a bit rough but great.It's 2006 and this semester is bound to be a fast paced exciting one. This year is going to be sad but happy, I can't believe that in 8 months I'm going to be a senior.Nuts.And I don't want some of my senior friends to leave, yuck.ANNNNNNNND.......see you guys at

just close your eyes, everything will be okay

2005-12-03T18:08:00.000-08:00

so, i went to new jersey and new york or whatever. that was fun.last night, on my way to go hang out with some people, i scraped the neon on this curb and when i got out to look at it, it didn't look bad at all so i didn't think to call. anyway, so then i went to eat at chili's with some people and josh pawlik and scott novak were there. fun stuff. and this other guy rapped to us. it was an

I tried not to notice that it was time for you to move along...

2005-11-20T10:53:00.000-08:00

So, Coach Kristy left on Thursday. That was quite depressing. I felt like I was losing not only my coach, but my best friend, my mentor, my rock. I've never really had another female adult besides my mother and my aunt in my life who has had an effect on me. Coach Kristy had an effect. She had a big ole effect. When I moved here, I never had any dreams for running. It was just something I was

2005-11-13T12:07:00.000-08:00

I understand that Scissors can beat Paper, and I get how Rock can beat Scissors, but there's no frickin way Paper can beat Rock. Paper is supposed to magically "wrap around" Rock, leaving it immobile? Why the hell can't paper do this to scissors? Screw scissors, why can't paper do this to people? Why aren't sheets of college ruled notebook paper constantly suffocating students as they attempt to

is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?

2005-11-13T11:49:00.000-08:00

State was yesterday so cross country is over. Our team got 5th, which is better than when we got 6th last year. We slaughtered Smiths Station and we got our top 5 girls under 21 so we made a couple of our goals. Next year we will definitely be top 3. Amanda got 11th, Amy got 35th, I got 37th, Julie got 38th, and Alisha got 56th? I don't remember. We did well, everyone PR'd for this season, I

my heart can't possibly break

2005-10-19T16:49:00.000-07:00

THIS IS FOR KURT::FISH DO NOT EQUAL PETS.O'Keith's surprise birthday party was a success. YAY! I love that kid.Okay, anyway my birthday was on Monday and it was amazing. I had such a great time all day. I got my license and that was cool. I've been driving around a lot the past couple of days.Anyway, my funny story for the week:(it includes vivian like last time)Vivian goes to the bathroom after

all the girls, stomp your feet like this

2005-10-12T17:58:00.000-07:00

So, today we took the PSAT. And well, that pretty much blew except for the one thing that made my day:It was a cloudy day at AHS. Mr. Killingsworth's advisor group had gathered in a history teacher's room to take the PSAT for the last time in their high school careers. Some of these juniors, although almost grown, sometimes have a problem with caring about standardized tests. This is proven when

homecoming 2005

2005-10-10T16:18:00.000-07:00

it was amazing. i had such a great time and everyone looked so gorgeous. kurt was an amazing date and everyone who spent the night here, we had fun, didn't we? and i just had such a great time.^pictures at my housep.s. 7 days until my birthday.and homecoming was amazing... i state that again.

you're everything

2005-10-02T11:24:00.000-07:00

so, i broke my collarbone. i couldn't run for a while. tomorrow i get to run.friday, we went to oakville, AL for the Jesse Owens Invite and I was there for moral support.A new band was formed, Amtrack. It's the hottest thing to hit the Auburn music scene in ages.Lots of funny things happened, such as Blake getting chased by about 40 girls with his old man mask on. Three-tooth at Applebee's who "

Challenge of Champions

2005-09-17T23:11:00.000-07:00

Mobile Challenge of ChampionsSeptember 10th, 20054th PlaceAuburn High Lady TigersWhat did you expect?

you're always on my mind

2005-09-10T22:54:00.000-07:00

So, this weekend/week has been eventful. Yesterday, there was a pep rally and I had a good time at that. Then, we ran for like 18 minutes and did strides and then headed to my house where we had dinner for 13 girls. It was awesome. It was so funny. Then about 6 girls stayed and we got ready at my house and then we rode to the football game where I met the boy. At first, Kurt didn't want to get

You do something to me that I can't explain

2005-09-04T08:37:00.000-07:00

-i haven't really done anything this weekend-the girls came over this morning and we ran and then amy stayed for a while and i stretched her hamstrings and we talked and i am very happy for her-and...i am very happy for myself because a very awesome person called me yesterday and we talked about some things-i'm nervous about mobile on saturday-first home game is friday-i might go hang out with

busy busy busy

2005-08-31T18:49:00.000-07:00

so, i am busy but i will update:-workout at new park=easy. amy and i want to play football there.-i have affirmed my madd crush on a radd boy-jordan deleted all my calculator games on monday and now all i have left is this stupid game called avalanche, which i'm getting quite good at since it's the only thing i play. High Score: 1212-got out of school early on monday due to tornados-i am

i know there's something in the wake of your smile

2005-08-27T20:30:00.000-07:00

so.. eventful things this week:-the boy gave me his number (:-D)-our top five girl runners came in within thirty seconds of each other in a time trial (that's amazing, by the way, if you're not a runner) amanda, julie, amy, me, alisha-i was told that as a catholic, i worship death (which i don't)-i was told that i was a "goody two shoes" because i don't drink-i got a 100 on my calc test and a 98

i wanted to be that breath of fresh air

2005-08-21T07:08:00.000-07:00

last night, i went to the junior miss pageant with the shaffers.during the self expression part, a girl said... "whatever i do do" and it was hilarious and i couldn't stop laughing. you'd think you'd avoid saying "do do" at a beauty pageant thing.oh yeah and codi twirled a flaming baton. it was awesome.and amy made me dress up but i promise you there were people there in jeans.....friday

my knuckles have turned to white

2005-08-19T04:11:00.000-07:00

My English teacher AND my History teacher say "errahs" instead of errors. It drives me nuts.I have also noticed I'm a little single minded.Oh well.P.S. Waking up at 5:30 to go run is not fun.when will you be mine?

shake down, you make me break

2005-08-16T20:06:00.000-07:00

apparently, some girl peed in her pants yesterday at school. how embarrassing, yet i don't care and i just think it's funny. poor kid. oh yeah, and some girl totally didn't go to lunch. not as bad as the peeing thing but still pretty funny.p.s. my psychology teacher said the words penis and vagina. it was quite hilarious.i am nervous about how i did on the history test.i think i have a madd crush

attention attention: may i have all your eyes and ears to the front of the room if only for one second?

2005-08-15T17:50:00.000-07:00

uh oh! he's a freshman, ladies! not that much younger... haha.well that's me and my brother this morning.*i picked out the shirt he's wearing, isn't it great?*and yeah, he's taller than me.shut up.

is someone getting the best of you?

2005-08-15T17:23:00.000-07:00

so, erika and i try to be social at lunch. we decide to converse with two sophomore boys who look a little lonely sitting at a huge table by themselves. and they were rude. said their "friends" were coming. did any "friends" ever come? no. what does that tell you? don't be mean to me or my friends. god will spite you.p.s. junior year is amazing so far.the end.

we were alone when i finally made a pass at you. but it didn't work, no, it never does, but you know how i do.

2005-08-11T19:49:00.000-07:00

So, today was alright. I went to the meet your teachers thing and that was rather uneventful. I went and ate at Applebee's. I saw Elliot and Allison. I also went and got some school clothes shopping done at American Eagle. There need to be more places to shop around this place because I bet you I got the same thing that a bunch of other people got. Oh well, I really don't care. The lady at

and if i could tell the world just one thing it would be that we're all okay

2005-08-11T10:30:00.000-07:00

the past couple of days have been relatively uneventful. just running and chillaxing at home. yesterday i went to the moores mill pool with the shaffers, hannah, and julie. that was interesting. we devised a plan. it's a great plan. i also got hit on the head numerous times with a noodle and laughed at kelly being the nutball she is. this morning was a tempo run and i was very very tired. and now

it's hard explaining when you're wrong, it's hard forgiving when you're strong

2005-08-08T20:47:00.000-07:00

um, not much has been going on. i went to lunch with the lindsay yesterday. we went to mellow mushroom and it was a grand ole time. lindsay never fails to entertain me. we talked of many, many things. we talked about what classes she's taking at michigan.. *tear* and they sound hard but i bet you anything she'll be awesome. anyway, after that i came home and i didn't do much. went to bed pretty

she thinks i'm much too thin, she asks me if i'm sick. what's a girl to do with friends like this?

2005-08-07T07:40:00.000-07:00

So...I am writing you from a computer in my room. Yeah, I finally moved the crappy computer in here... but somehow, in that process, i ended up fixing whatever was wrong with the speakers so now I have music and that makes me very very happy. I haven't done much in the past couple of days. Yesterday, woke up and went to Kiesel Park for an 8-9 mile run and Rebecca, Amy, and Amanda were there.

so, this book sucks.

2005-08-05T17:13:00.000-07:00

i hate it. forever.

i know exactly what you're going to say

2005-08-05T11:19:00.000-07:00

oh, so pretty. i <3 william.

the chemistry between us could destroy this place

2005-08-05T10:32:00.000-07:00

so the last couple of days have been amazing, i'll start with tuesday.Tuesday:we had a tempo run, about 1.5 miles. it kind of sucked. but oh well, we survived. and then we all headed to hannah's house for breakfast, i drove with amy and we had to meet mama shaffer at momma goldberg's, and the college boy xc team had JUST been running and then they were at momma goldberg's. boys suck. we still

if i die

2005-08-01T13:41:00.000-07:00

a train crashedand everything slows downi was wishing i could get out of this townthese dreams we've had have never made you cryand i am not a twinkle in your eyebut i've got to get out of herebecause you drive me up the walli've got to get out of herebecause i can't stand to falland if i diesee, you won't be so close to meand i won't be the one who sticks aroundif i'm awakesee, you won't go to

to you, i'm like a flavor that just wouldn't last

2005-08-01T07:14:00.000-07:00

so yesterday was dakota fanning day. i watched uptown girls like 4 times. it was good. and then we watched trapped. and i am sam. and i just love that little girl.this morning, i was woken up by my mother holding the phone in the hallway in front of my room at like 6 something in the morning because my coach isn't back from west virginia yet and she wanted us to know what to do for a workout this

people don't know why we run

2005-07-30T08:52:00.000-07:00

i miss camp. and i love my crew. <3

the memories that you select, the good you keep but the bad you just forget

2005-07-30T07:38:00.000-07:00

So, today sucks. It's my mom's birthday and I've somehow already managed to get in a huge fight with my dad where okay, I admit I didn't know where I was going but what the heck? I don't think I need to hear that many curse words in the span of 30 seconds. And as much as I love getting yelled at about these things and told how irresponsible I am, I really wish my parents had perspective. Here my

i admit that i'm just a fool for you

2005-07-29T20:35:00.000-07:00

So, today was rather uneventful. Besides going to practice and running a rather interesting (if i do say so myself, as i was leading the run and choosing the route) 4 mile run and then playing a rather enthralling (if i do say so myself, as i OWNED john and matt) game of ultimate frisbee, i did absolutely nothing. well, i take that back. i did homework. and i slept. and i watched a lot of friends

miss you love

2005-07-28T20:45:00.000-07:00

millionaire saygot a big shot dealand thrown it all awaybut.. but i'm not too sure how i'm supposed to feelor what i'm supposed to saybut i'm not, not sure, not too sure how it feelsto handle every dayand i miss you, lovemake room for the preybecause i'm coming in with what i want to saybut it's gonna hurtand i love the pain, a breeding ground for hatebut i'm not, not sure, not too sure how it

i'm not too sure what i'm supposed to say or how i'm supposed to feel

2005-07-28T20:36:00.000-07:00

yesterday, practice at my house and then we went swimming. sort of like swimming in your own sweat. the pool was really hot. i slept all day and then i went to the aorta run. i just wanted to be under 23. i ended up running a 22:55. So ha!then i finished harry potter and i don't care if you haven't read it yet but i cannot believe that snape killed dumbledore. it made me very upset. my stomach

because i'm ridiculous like that

2005-07-26T18:56:00.000-07:00

So, I just finished chapter 2 for history and I am mighty proud. Today, I woke up and got to practice late... again.We ran 45 minutes in the heat and about 2 miles into the run I just ripped off the shirt because it was so hot. So if anyone was driving down College Street this morning around 7:45, you could've seen me without my shirt on. Anyway, it was sweltering and Amy and Amanda decided to

meat loaf sandwich......sloppy joe! sloppy sloppy joe!

2005-07-25T17:41:00.000-07:00

that's us during the end of our talent show act at camp. i'm in gray and my butt's all up in the camera. and there's james being adam sandler.soooo funny.

Tell me I'm wrong when I say I can't expect you to stay forever with me.

2005-07-25T07:10:00.000-07:00

Okay, it is freaking hot outside. This morning, I woke up at like 6:55 and I said a curse word really loud and had to get ready for practice really quickly and I called my coach and told her I wasn't skipping and I was just leaving. So, I get there and it's not too hot and it's just me, Amy, and Hannah running. Amanda was sick or something so it meant we wouldn't have to hammer it at all. About

guess who's back? back again? yeah, meaghan's back. tell a friend.

2005-07-24T08:08:00.000-07:00

So, I just got back from camp yesterday. And I'm sure you're dying to know what happened. It was so awesome. I didn't want to leave. So, here we go.Sunday:I woke up at like 5:30 to get all ready and get my bags into the Neon and we drove to the school where Lindsay was there to say goodbye! It was great. I didn't think she'd come. She brought us treats. Anyway, we got on the bus and headed out.

the rising tide will not let you forget me

2005-07-16T21:06:00.000-07:00

So, I'm about 7 hours away from leaving to go to Brevard Distance Runners Camp. I am pumped but I will miss a few people very terribly. And I will be 1458.20 miles away from my bestest friends. Crazy.I love you people.I'll talk to you on Saturday when I get back.Yay for running up mountains all week with my girls!

your movements echo that i have seen the real thing

2005-07-16T10:46:00.000-07:00

So, yesterday was... i don't really know. I slept for most of it. I woke up at about 11 this morning. It felt so good to sleep in, or at least sort of sleep in because SOMEBODY kept me up all night. it's okay though. i forgive you.today is going to be filled with packing and talking to my people online most likely. since i won't talk to anyone for a week. isn't that just sad for you? i also am

do you want to hurt me? do you want to see me cry?

2005-07-14T20:21:00.000-07:00

Yes, you are seeing correctly. That is me with Bugs Bunny himself! I just got back like 45 minutes ago from six flags over georgia. i woke up way too early, we piled into jason's car and left. derek and ian were in derek's car. it was me and 5 boys. and then when we got to the parking lot, derek almost got hit by this lady. and then we got in and we rode deja vu. that thing is messed up. i cried

letters to you

2005-07-13T20:30:00.000-07:00

Can't you see that I want to be there with open arms?It's empty tonight and I'm all alone.Get me through this one.Do you notice I'm gone?Where do you run to so far away?I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you so.I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you so.I'm writing again these letters to you on much I know.But I'm not sleeping and you're not here.The thought stops my heart.Do you

don't pick me to keep your eyes from crying

2005-07-13T19:44:00.000-07:00

so, today was. just. yucky. i was feeling real sick and it was not fun. towards the end of the day i felt better due to medicine so i went to the aorta run. and pointed with amy and amanda. we went into the ridiculously overpriced flower store so amy could pee and we got stared down by this old man because amanda and i thought 42 dollars for a weird little tree thing was absurd. and like 14

but i don't ever tell you that this distance seems terrible

2005-07-12T19:15:00.000-07:00

today was pointless. but oh well, everyone has one of those days once in a while. tomorrow is two practices. yuck.at least i don't have to go on thursday because of six flags.i think i'm going to go watch the perfect score now.i don't ever tell you that this distance seems terriblethere's no need to test my heart with useless space(i miss you)

because of who you are

2005-07-12T18:07:00.000-07:00

I praise you Lord, 'cause you died to take my placeI thank you Lord, for your amazing graceI bless you Lord, you're the one that I adoreI love you Lord, because of who you areI trust you Lord, 'cause you hold the word in placeYou made it all in less than seven daysI see you Lord, when I look near and I look farI love you Lord, because of who you areThe mountain peaks the oceans wideThey speak

these are a few of my favorite things

2005-07-11T19:15:00.000-07:00

i love dakota fanning.and i love friends.put them together and it's like..woah.i want to adopt her.trakstr11vent 07: can i adopt dakota fanning?xlets screamlizz: NOxlets screamlizz: no dakota fanningxlets screamlizz: !!trakstr11vent 07: why why whyxlets screamlizz: because she's a whore, BOOtrakstr11vent 07: she's like 10!xlets screamlizz: so!trakstr11vent 07: how is she a whore?xlets screamlizz:

just let me be the air you breathe

2005-07-11T14:37:00.000-07:00

So, I just got back from seeing War of the Worlds with Coreyyy. AND it was fun. even though i was late, he was nice about it&had bought my ticket and all. good gentleman. we kinda missed like one preview or whatever and then i wanted popcorn so i bought the big kind so i could get refills because i thought i really wanted popcorn and i figured corey would help me. but nooo. i had to sit and eat

wow.

2005-07-10T23:58:00.000-07:00

There's something about the look in your eyesSomething I noticed when the light was just rightIt reminded me twice that I was aliveAnd it reminded me that you're so worth the fightMy biggest fear will be the rescue of meStrange how it turns out that wayCould you show me dear...something I've not seen?Something infinitely interestingThere's something about the way you moveI see your mouth in slow

i'm gonna be brutally honest in light of recent events

2005-07-10T21:39:00.000-07:00

BASICSname:: meaghando you like your name?:: it could be worseany nicknames?:: meag, maymay, may, magan, lorass, schmoogally woogally bearheight:: five foot five babyage:: a mature 15.. hahahaage you act?:: depends on the day? most of the time i act my age, thoughsingle?:: oh yeah and livin' it up, babeif so, do you want to be?:: either way it doesn't bother me. i'm not very needy. although, with

hold me down

2005-07-10T17:20:00.000-07:00

I found a letter that said:"I'm sorry that you were asleep when I wrote these words down,"You'd think I'd ought to be used to that by now.Save it for a few of those late night episodes,Missed opportunities, and "I Don't Cares"There's not a lot that I feel obliged to share or talk about.I'll have my brother stop by this Saturday to pick up my things,Just make sure you're not there.This may sound

i think i might just trust you maybe

2005-07-10T16:38:00.000-07:00

so.. not much going on.dennis is very boring. all he is doing is giving us lots of boring boring rain. and i hate him for being so boring, but what can you expect from something named dennis? dennis is a stupid name. stupid boring dennis who makes it so i can't run so i'm out of shape for camp. dennis hates me just as much as i hate him. I HATE YOU DENNIS! (unless me hating you makes you want to

what would you think of me now?

2005-07-09T18:06:00.000-07:00

SO, today. Hmm. Got to sleep in a little bit.And then I went out.Ate at Buffalo's Wild Wings.Let me tell you, Dakota Fanning breaks my heart.She is my favorite little actress girl and I love her.Anyway, I think I'm done with this update.Not much going on.A week til camp!there's no one in town i knowyou gave us someplace to goi never said thank you for that

A Day Late

2005-07-08T16:19:00.000-07:00

so let me get this straightyou say now you loved me all along?what made you hesitateto tell me with words what you really feel?i can see it in your eyes you mean all of what you sayi remember so long agosee i felt that same waynow we both have separate lives and loversinsignificantly enough we both have significant othersonly time will telltime will turn and tellwe are who we were whencould've

so, let's play doctor, babe.

2005-07-08T09:24:00.000-07:00

kinda out of it right now.yesterday, i ran twice.total of about 8 miles.i need to run today, too.i'm going to go watch dawson's creek.and maybe try and finish the first chapter of my history crap.yuck.the end.

i need you, i miss you, i'm so alone without you to call up on the weekends with my cellular phone.

2005-07-06T11:20:00.000-07:00

When I was at the aquarium, I was looking at these fish that have these tongue things that come out in the middle of their eight arms. (No, it was not an octopus) This lady started screeching and poking and saying "EAT EAT EAT!" Then, one of the aquarium people put this thing down the tank and the tongue shot out and it got the food. And then the lady squealed with delight. She was weird. But

you love me but you don't know who i am

2005-07-05T13:37:00.000-07:00

so, vacation in tennessee was... typical wynne family vacation. i saw a seahorse and it really perplexed me.tomorrow i go to practice. woopee.i am so glad to be in my own bed.with friends. (the tv show.. i don't have random people sleeping in my bed)and i wonder if jh actually came over to feed the cat or not.and alyssa has a job. go you!and camp is in less than two weeks.not much else to say.and

maybe we're just the sane living in an insane world

2005-06-30T01:46:00.000-07:00

i read a bunch of books lately. today i read Girl, Interrupted and it kind of scared me because some of the things she thinks about, i think about, too. does that mean that i'm crazy? or does it mean that everyone's crazy but some people are just stronger and better at hiding it? or do people get told they're crazy and then they believe it?do you ever get the feeling that your life is shifting

i am a hostage to my own humanity

2005-06-27T17:27:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, i didn't do much besides go to jh's house and we watched napoleon dynamite and comedy central til about 11. then i watched the degrassi marathon until 5am.So now, I'm sitting here at JH's house. I overslept practice this morning because of the Degrassi marathon. Which is bad. I have to go, now. So, I'm probably in trouble. Yuck.Anyway, I woke up and jh and I went to get him some gas

lucas

2005-06-26T00:00:00.002-07:00

Dear You,Did you know I bought a Bible when you died? I bet that sounds so hypocritical because of how many times I made fun of you for your seemingly undying faith. But when your faith died and you weren't strong enough for yourself or for Him, and you couldn't hold on any longer, and you couldn't bear to wake up anymore... I had to make up for your loss. Sometimes, when I watch a movie we used

and You assure me that i'm a little more than useless

2005-06-25T22:46:00.000-07:00

Charming as you are, you are notoriously lacking in self-control.^^^haha, a part of some quiz i took.self control.. hahahahaha.

a few times, i've been around that track and it ain't just gonna happen like that because i ain't no hollaback girl

2005-06-25T21:10:00.000-07:00

so yesterday was fun. carly and i chilled, we took a nap, saw The Longest Yard with Papa Disch. Then we went to eat at Buffalo's. Yum. THEN! we came back to my house and we watched friends, ate pizza, and tried to do the ugly flower puzzle but it was too hard.She left about 10? It was sad. :-( I miss my leelee. For all of you people that get to see your best friends every day, be grateful.

and He's shown me the way and i'm trying to get there

2005-06-24T06:49:00.000-07:00

so the past couple of days have been pretty fun. yesterday, i went to practice and we ran like 33 minutes and it was hot and gross. then, i cleaned and waited for carly to get her butt to alabama.then she got here and yay! we ate, etc. we visited jh at his house and took a ride on the golf cart. and then we went to matt's house and swam in his pool and he made fun of me. we went to go visit papa

i can't stand it when you're around

2005-06-22T18:14:00.000-07:00

today was.. busy?i got up and went to practice and we ran a 1.5 mile tempo run. it was hard but it went by pretty quickly.then, i got home and watched some tv and then i went down to the pool with jh. and then we went to his house and watched Hook! i love hook.. even if jh made fun of it the whole time. peter pan is the best!! <3then he took me home and i cleaned... a lot. and then i took a

i'm not going home alone because i don't do too well on my own

2005-06-21T20:02:00.000-07:00

today was alright. i accidently overslept practice and i decided that's the last time i'm going to do that. i need to be good this year.went to the gym with the madre and ran and got in a fight and then ate at pita pit and picked up my drivers license certificate.i had a nap and then i went to the pool with john and greg. i got splashed a lot.but john's making me pancakes, so yay!i'm about to go

we don't have time for that

2005-06-20T15:59:00.000-07:00

so.. not much has gone on today. i went to practice and we ran for 38 minutes. oh yeah, we rock. then i came home and slept for a really long time. like 5 hours. longer than i slept last night.so yeah. that's about it. i have the hiccups.and i might go swimming with john, my sophomore buddy in a little while.we're getting married, you know. in vegas. and he's going to buy me as many

it's clear in my head, i'm screaming for something!

2005-06-19T18:05:00.000-07:00

My crippling sunburn still hurts. Carly's coming Thursday. I cried during The Notebook today. I'm in a weird mood.that's it. the update on my life.happy father's day.i'll sing it one last time for youand then we really have to goyou've been the only thing that's right in all i've doneand i can barely look at youbut every single time i doi know we'll make it anywhere, only for surelight up, light

will your love light burn me, baby?

2005-06-18T15:43:00.000-07:00

mmmmmm..toasty.

because i know to live you must give your life away

2005-06-17T15:32:00.000-07:00

I woke up this morning a couple times before I actually got up. My mom and I had plans to go see a movie and go to the gym. Well, the gym thing didn't happen. But we did go to Moe's and to the movie. I had a Joey Bag of Donuts at Moe's and it was so yummy. Except I kind of got cheese all over me, but it's okay because that's the only way to do it.On the way to the movies, there was a truck right

when i go down

2005-06-16T21:20:00.000-07:00

I'll tell you flat out it hurts so much to think of this. So, from my thoughts I will exclude this very thing that I hate more than everything is the way I'm powerless to dictate my own moods.I've thrown away so many things that could've been much more and I just pray my problems go away if they're ignored. But that's not the way it works. No, that's not the way it works.When I go down, I go down

i can't keep up and i can't back down, i've been losing so much time

2005-06-16T18:31:00.000-07:00

so today was a good day.i found out someone may come visit me soon!woo!hot stuff!i talked to hannah about stuff and she was great and i <3 her x329847239487 because she is the bomb and if you don't love her i'll kick your butt because she's the greatest! and i beat spiderman 2!!!!no one seems to care about this.but i think it's a big deal! i've never beaten a video game before and supposedly i

i'm in a car underwater with time to kill.

2005-06-15T20:19:00.000-07:00

you know, it's sort of like if i went through all of my pictures and just cut him out of the pictures. sure, i might feel a little better. but those pictures would still have holes in them. he'd be gone but i'd know he used to be there. i don't think he cut me out. i think he photoshopped me to where no one would ever know if i was there or not. i'm in a car underwater with time to killthinking

and you coming back to me is against the odds but that's a chance i've gotta take

2005-06-15T19:35:00.000-07:00

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE:1. Gum: red orbit.. yum.2. Restaurant: right now, pita pit3. Drink: diet dr. pepper or propel4. Season: summer, biatch. or maybe winter.5. Type of weather: cold in the morning, hot in the day, cold at night7. Thing to do on a half day: duh, eat.8. Late night activity: party hardy. haha, or just watch friends or talk to friends.9. Sport: track/cross country, softball10. Band:

you don't fucking listen when i'm around

2005-06-14T20:16:00.000-07:00

today was okay i guess.woke up late again.went to the gym.ran three miles.went to pita pit.yummy.went to bank.came home.was hyper for a long time.caught a tiny frog but my mom made me let it go.went to the pool with jh.came home.now i'm hyper again.w00t.

one hundred questions

2005-06-14T19:58:00.000-07:00

001. Name: meaghan loraas002. Your Nick Names: meag, magan, maymay, lorass, texas,schmoogally woogally bear, smoogly003. Single or taken: single, biatch004. Place of Birth: warner robins, ga005. Zodiac Sign: libra006. Male or Female: female007. Your last name: loraas008. School: auburn high009. Occupation: student-athlete.. this fall i'll be an employee at niffer's place 010. Residence: auburn011

you were everything i once had

2005-06-13T21:57:00.000-07:00

today wasn't a very good day.i overslept practice.at least revel came over and we went to get cheese stix. they were yummy.we also listened to marilyn manson really loud in the jeep. yay.but yeah, not a good day. something is off with me lately, and i don't know what it is. maybe summer is just getting to me. but things that should be fun and everything, just aren't right now. i don't know what's

this is for you

2005-06-12T20:42:00.000-07:00

do you remember that cold california night,you held my hand and swore you'd never let go?i guess while i was counting starsyou were hoping for a rainbowto come and change things in your mindand i know, this time..this is for you,the one that made me laugh and then you made me cry.this is for you,the one who faded out and never said goodbye.this is for youso close your eyes tonight,and sleep in

i just want you to know who i am

2005-06-12T19:56:00.000-07:00

so, today. i woke up and then went back to sleep until about noon. i got a phone call from hannah and she asked if i wanted to go to the water park. so i said, heck yeah. and then hung out for a little while and met them up there. it was quite fun. julie had never been to a water park before and so it was awesome. we made her and hannah go down the two bump slide but they wouldn't go down the

and don't forget to call me when you "make it"

2005-06-12T19:52:00.000-07:00

i just found this picture and i love it. this is before the state cross country meet, we had dinner at the enebaks' house. wee! these girls are my heroes, i tell you.

light up, light up. as if you had a choice.

2005-06-12T12:40:00.000-07:00

there's my distance crew.. :-)i love you all. now i'm leaving. water park time.

let's show them how to live

2005-06-11T20:28:00.000-07:00

so, i just thought i'd take the time out of my day to count my blessings.First off, I'd like to thank God for my beautiful&wonderful friends. I couldn't ask for better people to help me through any hardships and I hope I help them, too. I always feel safe and secure and at home when I'm talking to my best friends. I miss the ones that aren't here with me, and I am thankful to be with the ones

wherever you go, i will be waiting. whenever you call, i will be there.

2005-06-11T13:40:00.000-07:00

so, i didn't really get any good sleep last night. i was thinking too much about things.my dad took me to breakfast at chappy's deli and i had a waffle. yum. and then he took me to the school and i walked in and got all registered. yay. ACT. woo. not. so then we got in the class room and took the test. it really wasn't that bad. i thought it was really easy, but we'll see. i hope i made at least

can't you see that you're smothering me?

2005-06-10T18:23:00.000-07:00

um.. today was okay. i guess.woke up too late to go to practice and so i slept until about noon and i had to get up to go to alisha's birthday. we watched the matrix and the end of 13 going on 30. we played twister and i won a game! we ate and ate and ate and ate and had a water balloon fight and i got soaked even though i had to go to dinner with the family.then at dinner my family and i had

gotta take a chance, make a change, and break away.

2005-06-09T20:47:00.000-07:00

I just made a huge decision. And while I know that over the next 18 months, I will overanalyze and agonize and change my mind a thousand times about it, I know in the end what I have to do. And I know that I want to do it, no matter what anyone else says. Because I know that it's what's going to make me happy. I am going to be giving up a lot. And at first, I thought that I was going to give this

and i know that i can't take this anymore.

2005-06-09T19:43:00.000-07:00

today.. was um.. interesting. i didn't want to get up for practice.. but i did. you all should be very very proud because i definitely was not going to get up. we ran 36 minutes today! woo! we ran through these trails and there were roots and ditches and it was scary.okay, so my dad and i are at a gas station. and i got a bottle of water and a donut. and these guys are backing out of the gas

come sail away with me

2005-06-08T19:15:00.000-07:00

so today was a good day.i overslept practice.so i actually got up at 10.watched some dawson's creek and then i went to the pool with jh.came home around 12:30 because he had to go to work @ 1.then i watched tv and played on the computer until about 3:30.then i went for a 35 minute run.saw reid and alyssa.. they were going to the pool.wee. i <3 reid.and then i put on a t-shirt and headed down to

because it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do, nothing to lose

2005-06-07T13:04:00.000-07:00

hmm.. the past few days have been.. hmm.today was the first training session of the 2005 cross country season. time goes by too fast, i must say. i can't believe i'm going to be a junior.EDIT::i talked to lizzo at 6:50 in the morning and it was quite pleasurable and made my day what it was.thank you.end EDITanyway, hannah, amanda, and i went for a 30 minute run. it was quite difficult..but we

i see you're under my skin

2005-06-06T12:32:00.000-07:00

don't really feel like posting about yesterday.so i'll post about today.woke up at 6:45.decided i might as well take advantage of the cool air and go for a run.ran for about 3 miles. 25 minutes.took a shower and watched dawson's creek til 11.and i've just been sitting around since then.tomorrow is auntie leelee's birthday! :-Dthat's all i've got to say.well, besides the fact that just because i

your best defense is miles from home

2005-06-04T20:17:00.000-07:00

today:woke up three times before i actually got up.got yelled at.cleaned a lot.watched a lot of SVU.talked to leelee.heard some funny stories.ate steak.went to the swimming pool.now i'm here.i'm about to go to bed.well, not really.i'm at least going to go watch tv.later.my posts are so boring.

rah rah sis boom bah

2005-06-03T21:59:00.000-07:00

today:watched dawson's creek."i can be sexual"went to the pool.watched annoying kids.studied for the ACT.read my book.jumped in the pool a little.got a little burnt.yay.talked to an interesting person.i'm actually talking to him now.talked to carly and taylor.and brandi.and now i'm about to go to sleep.i like new people. :-)

i want to say so much but i don't want you to leave.

2005-06-03T11:21:00.000-07:00

so.. 2004-2005 school year.i got 8 A's.and 4 B's.not bad. but not great.next year shall be better. wee.

i don't want to wait for our lives to be over

2005-06-03T09:21:00.000-07:00

i woke up at 8:30 this morning. Yes, for the first time this summer, I was up in time to watch Dawson's Creek! And guess which episode it was??? "i can be sexual!" ONE OF MY FAVORITES! yes. Anywho.. i totally jinxed myself with the o.c. last night, the television was having problems and it only showed the last 15 minutes of the last episode. i was very upset.and then i went to sleep.and now, i

because you kill me, you know you do, you kill me well.

2005-06-02T14:08:00.000-07:00

wee.the o.c. is on tonight.YAY!i'll classify every word out of your lips as lie until you're lying underneath the dirt and soil held as the king of deceives and cheats. you've got a lot to learn, more "best friends" to burn, more malignant lies to conjure. i'm down and out for now but until the day you die i will haunt your dreams. when you decide to paint your white picket fence, make sure to

that could be the moment that changed me

2005-06-02T12:17:00.000-07:00

so.. i couldn't sleep. i was thinking about too many things. i decided it was time for a walk. so i walked. and i'm just walking. the fog is really dense. it's really dark. and i walk to a point in the road where i can't see my own hand in front of me.. but i just keep walking, letting fear just dwell in me. i don't know what i was scared of, but i just let myself be afraid. i finally got to the

you expect me to apologize for things that you've done wrong.

2005-06-01T18:05:00.000-07:00

today was.. an interesting day.things happened that i'm not going to share with the world.BUT.. i did get to go see traveling pants!!!!!!IT WAS AWESOME!i can't wait to go see it again. yay.and harry potter is coming out in november! yay! i can't wait for that either!yay movies. so many that are coming out that i want to see.anyway. then we went and ate mexican food. and then came home.i did 3

i'm as honest as a photo booth, i'm just playing off of you. but you're leaving me as fast as lightning. yeah, you're leaving me just to spite me.

2005-05-31T21:13:00.000-07:00

today:still smack dab in the middle of phase 1.watched a lot of friends.talked to my friends.went to see a movie with jh.came home.watched more friends.read some of my book.yay, traveling pants comes out tomorrow.first 5k aorta race starts tomorrow.all you xc people.. we're meeting at 5 @ the moore's mill shopping center.and i don't have anything else to say.i'm just totally out of it right now.i

please, just hear me out. i can't wait until tomorrow to feel alright about myself.

2005-05-30T20:42:00.000-07:00

so.. i haven't had the best day.i feel like crap and i've also realized that to some people.. i'm not worth the light of day. i don't deserve the air i breathe and i'm a waste of good matter.that is not a good feeling.especially when it's not reciprical. to these people.. i don't hate them. i don't wish i never knew them. i don't think they're bad people. but they think these things about me and

i'm bitter as hell, but you already knew that because you know me all too well.

2005-05-29T19:02:00.000-07:00

today sucked.i woke up feeling like crap so i went back to sleep.actually got up at 12 because i couldn't take the sleeplessness anymore.taylor called.i played sims all day.my brother woke up at 6.holly came home.we went to eat @ zaxby's and she dropped us off at the movies.went and saw Madagascar with Brett.came home.and now i'm doing this.i ate a whole box of milk duds.. so my stomach

share the pants.

2005-05-28T21:53:00.000-07:00

ONLY 3 MORE DAYS UNTIL THE SISTERHOOD OF THE TRAVELING PANTS!!!YAY!!!!!

i'm gonna tear your ass up like we just got married

2005-05-28T20:45:00.000-07:00

despite the cheery title, i'm not in a good mood.today wasn't bad though.well, besides the fact that it was bad and i feel like crap.lol.i got up at around 10:30 and watched a movie.talked to taylor and carly.went shopping @ the mall.i'm a great bargain shopper.i got the new starting line cd, two skirts, and a tank top for $25.w00t.i rock.then i bought a cookie.then i went swimming and beat my

i just miss you and i want you back...

2005-05-27T21:52:00.000-07:00

today:woke up at 11:45.talked to my buds.did some prank calls.listened to music.watched tv.went out to eat with holly, holly's friend, and brett @ niffers.decided that i'm going to work there this fall.talked to taylor.we made some prank calls.haha clay and pickens were the best. hahahaha.i <3 dr. phil.tried to prank call colton.but he figured it out.i ended up talking to colton for a while.and i

some days all i do is watch the sky

2005-05-26T20:29:00.000-07:00

today:jh came over and we went to the pool.saw cassandra and michelle (sp?)played gator and categories with them.did backflips.jh took me home.revel came over.we went downtowni bought prezziesand i bought myself a pin. and it's great.if i had the cable for the camera i'd show you.it says smile.it is a tooth. and a toothbrush.awesome.revel went home.i watched tv and did prank calls.talked to